True Love

Sometimes CE5 events are too deep to properly describe for people. And trying to offer a large helping of details only clouds the heart of the matter.  And that’s why I’ve hesitated to write about our CE5 event of June 4th.  

I’ve been practicing generating and sending out elevated emotions. You know, gratitude, love, thanksgiving, peace etc.  In fact, I’m seeing that there is a whole gamut of elevated emotions as nuanced in their vibrational feeling as the  variations in snowflakes. 

In a seminar recently with Gregg Braden (who works on getting people to  choose to feel these elevated emotions at will) he made the point that sometimes he or others may skip asking people to feel the emotion of love specifically, reason being that people often have different ideas of what love is.  

I’m specifically talking about unconditional love.  The kind that we offer to the best and the worst without variation.  It’s a love that is kind and gentle and at the same time is the most powerful thing in the cosmos. I could go on and on describing this love but I’ll stop there.

Recently Pat Pearsal shared with me the following during a conversation:

“When I was having a ‘communication’ about all the beings [ETs] who have lost their lives here on this planet.  As humans, when these stories are discussed or read about (and there are many of these instances) I was aware that we have completely objectified these beings or people (this makes it a little more easily thought of with compassion). We give almost no thought to their lives and what the loss of their lives may mean to their friends and families.”

“This is when I was told that, in fact, it is the entire civilization that mourns their loss. And that each one is loved in their civilization like we love our child or our children.” 

Concerning our CE5 event, I choose not to try and fill it out with all the details but just know that something happened  during that CE5 that prepared me for something I needed.  

It seemed like everyone had a good time and benefited in some way from the evening.  But I went home wondering what it was all about.

The next morning as I was fiddling with my morning coffee ritual and whatnot, strangely, some unseen force seemed prodding me and compelling me to go and sit down for my morning meditation as if I was going to be late for something.  It was as if there was a helpful friend hanging out with me lovingly pushing me with the hushed words, “go, go, go, go, go, go…”

Then at some point, having sat down and now in quiet meditation I was interrupted with a sudden remembrance.  

It came as suddenly as the sound of the phone ringing had interrupted my meditation in the exact same spot, exactly two weeks earlier to the hour (maybe the minute).  That call was from my daughter bringing me the news that Jacquelyn, my wife of 32 years had just passed on. 

And in that moment, I suddenly remembered that Jackie was that rare one-in-a million person that people would say “she loved everyone and everyone loved her”.  I had forgotten this over the years that we had been separated now.  But let me never forget it again and how fortunate I was to have been with her all those years.

Apparently, it was something my friends behind the scene knew I needed to realize in order to move on.  I thank them for this and resolve all the more to continue our work of raising the vibration of our planet with love and all flavors of elevated emotions.

(ps. – the picture is Jackie and my daughter Alisha)